If I could pick a life it would be one where I work a low stakes job part time like dog care or gardening where it's just enough to provide a decent living standard so this pressure for profit never has to exist in the first place. But it's not enough. It breaks my heart
Long art talk// At the risk of over pretentiousness when I draw abstract work I'm fueled by my love for the act of drawing in of itself than the motivaing goal for a specific desired result, knowing it will ultimately be nothing more than undefined shapes and colors.
Animation industry. I can finally just exist and draw and THAT is good enough. I want how I feel while drawing nothing feels like when I'm drawing something. If that means sacrificing the discipline of making a good cartoon then I need to accept it.
@blondiefox27 Yes but I just don't want these artist killing themselves over something that won't even pay their rent. They deserve to live outside of their projects, that's all