the idea of being a ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ ๐จ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐จ๐ฒ excites you.
the concept of being in a state of surrender ๐๐๐ก๐ก๐จ you with desire.
& the more eager you are to become a mindless goontoy, the closer youโll get to the edgeโ because your ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ณ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ is ๐ฝ๐น๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฟ๐ฒ. ๐
Shhh..~
I know its a older edit of mine, but you will stare and ๐๐ค๐ค๐ฃ for it anyways, won't you?? ๐๐๐
That's right~
Just stare and let your hand slide ๐ฟ๐ค๐ฌ๐ฃ ๐ฟ๐ค๐ฌ๐ฃ ๐ฟ๐ค๐ฌ๐ฃ~
No more thinking, just letting the pretty flashing lights take over your pretty brain~๐๐ฉท
Such a good simpy~๐
Do you feel that?
That clawing at the back of your mind?
Like a field opening up in front of you, or a night sky?
An endless expanse that you can't forget. Can't unsee.
Anything is possible little acolyte, there's no reason to ever want your old, confined mind back~๐
can i just say that i've been sober since december.
i had one drink on new years and one on march 17 and have been sober since then
i'm so proud of myself