my ig fyp is conflating me watching charlie kirk death edits with me liking charlie kirk. if i see another white man talking about some rip charlie im punting my phone across my room
i dreamt that the new deadlock vampire girl like, fucked my ear with her tongue. she like, used her tongue all the way inside my ear canal like forcibly. then i looked at my cousin sitting to my left and went "are you seeing this?" and laughed about it
maybe im a product of a failed school system, a system that pushes the laws of islam more than the love of islam. but this track reminded me that islam isnt just what i experience, and i feel like i know my mom just a little bit better after experiencing it
i really dont know how to describe my feelings. all my life the islam ive been exposed to since a child was hateful. it was used to control my life and make me feel shame. every friday id sit down to listen to the two sermons, and ive never felt the love that islam was supposed
they'd know the answer, but i never saw them vulnerable. never saw them emote more than yelling about what to do, yelling about what this person did, but not crying in hope for god to protect them. ive seen videos of it now, but back then i never saw that side of being a scholar