It always starts with a hey
Turns into how was your day
Turns into meet at my place
Turns into me & you drinking rosé
Turns into how did you sleeps
Turns into it’s been a week
Turns into conversations talking about what are we
breaking up doesn’t necessarily mean we should stop fvcking. we can always care for each other sexually even if we no longer care for each other emotionally yk
Do you know how much it hurts?
It hurts so bad I can’t have sex with anyone.
I can’t even touch myself thinking of him.
Almost gotten into a number of accidents because my brain doesn’t function well anymore.
That’s the hurtful part of it.
How do I remeber and not tear up?
How do I remeber how it feels to taste your lips knowing I can’t ever do that again and not tear up?
genuinely don’t understand the science behind women. i’ve been talking to so and so for a couple of weeks going to three. we went on a first date last sunday, pho, arcade, then my crib. she expressed that she really liked me on sunday, and i woke up to this shi.. i’m not happy.