i want to explore the world with my next partner. i want to be taken care of by my partner. i want to laugh with my partner. i want to surrender as an act of power. i want to be present with and seen by my partner. and i wish to provide the same.
if you really fucked with me like you claim you do, you wouldn't keep putting me in a position where i have to keep defending why i keep you around, where i constantly have to bend rules and my boundaries for you, etc. it's just not possible.