I’ve taken many exits in between open doors and closed curtains
It’s all good though, or however the saying is
Absence makes the heart grow fonder but it’s my image on your tongue
Be careful what you pray for Miss, I decided that the day warrants gifts
So I kept on giving
Strawberry fields rarely compare to the meadows of my feels
What could be easier than living? My eyes are closed to see
Where I left a forsaken vision
It’s getting harder to be somebody’s somebody
When you’re the only one giving
Can you be so certain?
you would too, if you defied what underlies your features
I’m a summer-time peace-work, yet a number nine-keeper
Um, something *sigh, kneader without bread on the vine
cool as a cucumber, baby, but don’t you ever come for mine, Capeesh-jerk?
experiment in absurdism via rap:
I’ll hang a hat on a pot hole, to walk over failed endeavors
that I paved a way for at a crossroads
don’t be swayed by the turn of phrase, it’s a blasé gauge at my stronghold
still tripping over the initial song note
any wiser to our unlearned knee-jerk beliefs of an asleep-seeker
therein lies where our speech-blurs, you’re alive to witness meager
harvests be rendered partially markable to an undermined-receiver
do you ever wonder why the sky heat-search? — come to find fire needs hearths
This is your reminder that Your problem has always been that you seem too good to be true. This has been the case in love, business and even friendships bc of your level of excellence and authenticity. Youve never existed within a box. You are not categorized as ONE thing. Some ppl have a hard time believing you are who you are bc you don’t look the part…. And that’s the point. You are hidden in plain sight so they NEVER see you coming. You experience the world as everyone else so that you have the understanding and relatability for the ppl that God has called you to assist. Those who are closed minded may end up missing the message, and skipping a blessing bc they are indoctrinated and conditioned to only accept or see things a specific way. You don’t act like the “typical”_____ && You look NOTHING like what you’ve been through and that’s why you’re the PERFECT person for this position. God QUALIFIES the called.
Life fucking loves you. Things work out for you. Doors open for you. Money comes to you. Love finds you. People remember you. Opportunities want you. You keep getting lucky in ways that make you laugh because of course it worked out for you again.
Of course it did. It always does. It always has.
You spent years learning how to read the room. Now you’re learning to feel whether the room deserves access to you. That’s what happens when you fully know your worth.