@DreamTeamAlt Yesssss bro like I’ll be crying and then I’ll realize wtf am I even crying about then the next day I’ll start or I’ll get a HUGE cramp a few days before
I see that people expect me to say something about the situation. Truth is that I was freshly 18 years old when I met him, while I did not see a problem with it back then I can now see how harmful he was to my young self and how damaged I am from that time.
my time in the uk had some of the darkest moments of my life (and I think people can tell from the way I used to act on stream) I still can’t think too much about everything that happened back then without shaking and I don’t want to, I always felt so unheard whenever I brought up any situation regarding that time.
I don’t want to say more as I don’t want to make this situation about myself.
@KatsumiSanx I don’t know but I can’t stand it I’ve cleaned my whole room cleaned the whole house. Crazy? I was crazy once, they locked me in a room, a rubber room, a rubber room with rats,