Women that don't have any real friendships with other women are always on here trying to make excuses for why..
Girl you are a weirdo, acceptance is the first step
What God has for you, you won't have to beg, force, or chase. So pray, and have faith that what He has meant for you, is coming your way. While you’re waiting on Him, continue to study the word of God and seek His face. What’s yours, will be yours.