I honestly don't think I've had absolutely all hype I had for a game so completely killed like this before. Waited for a whole two years, and now I don't even want to touch it anymore. Feels completely ruined for me.
Been waiting 2 whole years for Palworld to finally release and now it's here. Gonna stream 1.0 from around 2PM JST. Anyone who wants to join me feel free to let me know, want to have friends join me if they want to in exploring whats new!
Only really wanting to leave invites open to people I know, rather than open invite to anyone on stream. Want to actually play together with people, not just occupy the same world with everyone off in different places.
I wanna play Palworld 1.0 on stream when it comes out. So much new stuff getting added that I want to experience without getting spoilered, so I'm probably going to dump loads of time into it. Anyone want to play with me whenever I stream it?
Just living day to day is getting more and more exhausting... The second I run out of things to enjoy, I start just wanting to sleep and not wake back up.. I know this is a bit depressing to read, but I need somewhere to throw it up..
Lately playing games solo just doesn't feel fun. It just kind of feels like work.
I don't mind working on something in a game by myself, but without anyone to enjoy that work with, it just feels empty. And it's slowly sapping away the little enjoyment I have in my hobby..
Tonight I'll be streaming my FiveM server. It's mainly going to be to advertise it and hopefully find some interested players, but since it's targeted exclusively at JP viewers/players, I won't be streaming in or responding to comments in English.
So I guess I'll line it up nice and clear since without putting it in words, and when I do I guess it doesn't usually do much, but here goes I guess.
I need help. Need people to prop me up a bit and help with the stuff I can't manage. I can't do everything on my own...
Feeling pretty overwhelmed at the moment. My brain can only process so much at once and while I always have infinite processing space for everything else, it's always myself and my own shortcomings that I'm unable to really do much about 😮💨
Might stream again tonight too. Probably just gonna be a Just Chatting stream while I either play a random game or keep coding, but would be cool if people would come keep me company and hang out
Now that a vast majority of the custom scripts/features I planned are implemented, next I'm gonna have to start working on some new phone/tablet apps for the server. NUI is 100% new territory for me, so gonna try starting with something easy
Now that pretty much all the work on my server is done, I can finally make something of a return to streaming. So tonight, streaming will be done.
サーバーの作業がもうほとんど終わってるからやっと配信できる。なので、本日、配信します。