Between the circumstances of my father's passing and my impending divorce, it raises so many hard questions. What made me so difficult to love while he was alive? Why when I NEEDED someone did my wife say that she didn't want the job of loving me?
Depression is a hard thing. You have to fight to move. It feels like your gears are stuck. If it wasn't for my kid and my fear of being my dad, I would've turned to the liquor.
@laflame_xq Life does not work that way for everyone as far as being established. It requires a lot of getting up from failures. Not being able to work with men is prevalent in Black Communities. This is one of the reasons Black Men seek out other races.
@Jackkk How the hell does a woman who takes the marriage vows say to a man that I don't think I ever loved you?? This is before the cheating and all of that. This is proof that marriage today is nothing more than a financial transaction. It is a bad investment for men. Sheesh...
Very little hurts more than the woman you thought you would live out your days with telling you that she hasn't been in love with you for a while. These women want the social media life not building together.