Shut up, nobody cares. You and your thoughts can just drop dead. All you're doing is pulling people down. "iM DROwNInG" good, go ahead you're doing everyone a favor.
No such thing goes without an ulterior motive. We're basically using each other to fulfill our desires. At the end when the other person sees us without any use left, the relay would be severed and a new person would take your place. Don't be sad, it's just how it is.
IMO