Extremely tired of my friendship being taken advantage of from people at this point - to the point where I literally just donβt even want to be around people anymore. π
im literally trying to be sane and chill with people and give them the benefit of the doubt but I swear to fucking god I just want to go tf off on people
I hope ppl know I do not think Iβm the shit all the time, want to just give up on everything at times & just want to move to a different country and start over π
really craving a dumb bitch girls night where we dress up & go to those Christmas themed bars to get a ridiculously over priced cocktailβ¦ strictly for aesthetic purposes πΈβοΈπ
not me waiting till Black Friday to get new LED doubles cause I literally cannot with my mood hoop doubles anymore - to find out that I still would have to spend over 1K for new ones⦠lmao
sometimes I get annoyed at myself that I need to set time for myself to apply to agencies - but also ya girl is tatted tf up & I still have a full time job. So these freelance bookings I get for myself is working so far and Iβm happy af