Is It Me Tho

[Is It Me Tho @IsItMeTh0]

Hi everyone! 🤗
You can call me Pipi 😄
Im a 21 y.o female 💁🏻‍♀️
This is mostly an edtwt account that I made to interact with other edtwt accounts 👀

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@selfharmunicorn Thanksss 😆

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@tw_sevv Can i joinn? Im 22!

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Does anyone wanna be friends w me? We can talk abt WL and our dreams once we lost the weight… im currently fasting and have been fasting for several weeks (breaking it off after 3-5 days per fasting cycle)

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Makes me want to start over and live a life where nobody knows me. No coworkers, no classmates, no family, no friends. Build it fresh, as a disordered girl and make friends online…

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Cant believe i live my life like im living it for someone else. Its all a performance. The job i chose, my personality, i wanna open up to the media, not show my face, but then im scared ppl will notice my bedroom, my dinnerware, my items.

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So what if ppl notice its me? Why must i live a lie? Why must i live as if im perfect with no flaws. No disorders, no bad thoughts… and whats worse is that im doing this to myself. No one told me not to post, not to open up, i told myself not to.

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When will ana pipi come back 🥹

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I wanna start fasting again but then i work and work gives me stress and im like fuck it i need quick comfort which is food 😭 I look at my big plate of food thinking aint no way ill finish it but then i do and somehow still want more!

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Losing weight so I don’t look disgusting while slumping on my desk at work

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I work everyday just to pay bills so I can live another day which I dread to go through.

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Why do you guys live? Depression has been going on for too long I wonder if Ill ever come back. For what should I come back? I dont even know what happiness is anymore. Is there anything that’ll make me feel happy?

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God breaking a fast after 160h hurts so much 😭 Not eating hurts and eating hurts like tf u want 😩 Im literally breaking it with grapes and it hurts 🤡

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I rly want to make it to 1 week tho atleast 🥹 I know at this rate I cant do 2 weeks… But literally just 1 more day til 1 full week. But how can i even go to the grocery store to buy food? I dont wanna eat delivery food 😩

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The way i almost fainted after a shower 😭😭😭 my stomach is now hurting like no other and the damn stomach acid keeps coming back up 😭😭😭 i guess i need to eat fr

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😭😭😭 istg either im sleeping or im throwing up

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Fasting for 5 days and my stomach has been hurting and feeling nauseous everyday 😭😭😭 istg the stomach acid needs to stop acting up 😩

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@abigailstrv Me please!

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Got depressed but anyway now it’s my 5th day of fasting. Nothing but water and a pepsi max a day. Absolutely no energy. All i do is sleep and toss around while watching shows and ignoring my responsibilities 😭😭😭

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What do you guys do when you feel sad but not motivated enough to do anything?