@SeeNewBooks I wish you helped poets or people who want to write their memoirs, I may have missed it maybe you do. But I don't have long and I would like someone to help me leave something behind
@Unlyingeye Painful waist of time before they do the major one. Still no ganentees. I am going to have them remove these and just let God decide is I go from cancer or it's cure, so far I think homes rooting for cancer. This started again in January and hasn't stopped ;(
As my days fade and tonight and my nights into terrors I awake to begin it again over and over again. I will just keep doing it until my last breath which most likely far away now since I have decided to stop my medical treatment. I have no regrets now before I am forgiven so take me when you're ready my sweet Lord
@Unlyingeye Too avoid rapidly moving esphogus cancer, they lean-to remove 75% of esphogus and my stomach. They have already put in 2 feeding tubes 3 times and now my tubes are wrong again so it will be another
No I figured out what you meant and I think I do have something like that laying around they call it modern medicine in those States and it's kept me sick for 6 months so I'm firing them and they can take their tubes and they're diagnosis and their medicines and put them to better use like creating a bomb or something and blow themselves up. I don't really mean that but maybe a little
@BarlowAdams@SuspiciousPig I don't know what these workd mean, it's not my business, my name was not involved but I don't want to do or say something bad on accident. Would you tell me?
There is nothing for me here I should just disappear. The ones I love do not love me back and the ones that love me we're buried and burned into sack. Don't get me wrong I once have a family that loves me but they are all gone all mine are gone. I am sad and sick today I know I knows