قطعة جمر تزّنُ داخل وهمي
فارت كشعلةٍ مصرخةٍ بالشّك مع الزمني
فزّت كل عِرق مشعلةً بها بدني
لأُطفىء ما يحرّها والحقيقة هي مطمحي
أُغمرتُ بمر اليقين ذهني
سالت وجرفت معها نعيم جهلي
لا جمر الآن يدفي راحة نفسي
و ما لي الا ان أقرض على أصابع ندمي
Oh and God knows
that you are standing on your own
Blinded and unguided
into a world divided
you’re thrown
Where you’re never quite the same
although you try-try and try
To tell yourself
you really are
But in your heart
uncertainty forever lies
🎵 Outside
Things that I genuinely got accused of:
- Lying about my Ethnicity/Race
- Lying about my nationality
- Lying about my age
- Taking growth hormones
- Having fillers injected on my face
- Doing cosmetic botox
- Bribing school teachers
- Taking drugs
- Me being jealous of my dad
You will notice how it's never the beautiful bugs that are trying to sneak into your house, the butterflies etc. It's always the ugly. The desperate ones.