Hashbrown

I'm just a breakfast item with thoughts

[Hashbrown @Its_Hashbrown]

sometimes having some quiet time sucks when you yearning for some noise.

[Hashbrown @Its_Hashbrown]

I'm just keen on carrying on and focusing on myself but the question I would eventually have ask myself is 'When do I feel satisfied with myself and is ready to find that piece of the puzzle?'

[Hashbrown @Its_Hashbrown]

There is some things I yearn for in life. I find it hard to put in the effort when I'm given roadblocks. its not that I just give up, I'm well aware that just ignoring the signs would lead to me being just hurt so why bother.

[Hashbrown @Its_Hashbrown]

At what point after submitting hundreds of job applications and little progress made You just throw your hands and say Fk this

[Hashbrown @Its_Hashbrown]

Feel like a ghost rn.

[Hashbrown @Its_Hashbrown]

was I ever enjoyable to be around.....

[Hashbrown @Its_Hashbrown]

man this job hunt getting more and more depressing as of the hundreds of apps I've applied, 2 interviews and rest are instant rejections or just flat out ignored. I'm just exhausted from seeing the same messages. really be a job itself to find one and go through the hoops.

[Hashbrown @Its_Hashbrown]

at times, I hope to be the first on peoples minds. Soon

[Hashbrown @Its_Hashbrown]

midnight Christmas Day. listening to some Westside Gunn and just vibing out.

[Hashbrown @Its_Hashbrown]

Not wish, I should be better. Just takes time.

[Hashbrown @Its_Hashbrown]

The feelings I thought I had put in the back of my mind is starting to creep up again. I know I shouldn't mess around with them cause I know it would lead me to hurting myself.

[hard feelings @thesadbaby]

frank ocean.

[Hashbrown @Its_Hashbrown]

just seeing a wall of text.... of myself. idk if I should just stop at this point.

[hard feelings @thesadbaby]

tyler, the creator.

[Hashbrown @Its_Hashbrown]

I want to jump off a cliff rn. I fucked up....

[Hashbrown @Its_Hashbrown]

I really feel like i am a nuance to some people. just hurts when the one you want to love don't react or act cold for being myself.

[Hashbrown @Its_Hashbrown]

Seeing how empty it is at my home with family away, Really hard to get used to being in a rather quiet place.