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I laugh a lot.

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What's the point of gaining popularity and millions if you never help the people who got you there in the first place? That's not how I wanna live. I wanna be the person who made someone laugh and feel emotions. Money can't follow me in death, but changing someone's life can.

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4 years later and I can safely say i'm not the biggest drinker. Good job past me

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Just because I'm 21 doesn't mean I'm going to start drinking alcohol. You still bout to catch me in a pink snuggie sippin on some fucking Juicy Juice with my bendy straw

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NF and therapy genuinely saved my life.
I don't care if anyone dislikes me or me for loving NF. I've never related to someone as much as him and I've never been motivated by anyone but myself and him.

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I done did things that I regret
I said things I can't take back.
Was a lost soul at a cross road
Had no hope

BUT I CHANGED THAT

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24 years of hopeless.
24 years of sorrow.
24 years of sadness.
24 years of pain.
24 years of trauma.
24 years of hurting.
24 years of fearful.
24 years of shame.
24 years of empty.
24 years of maybe.
24 years of saying imma change.

24 YEARS OF PUSHING EVERYONE AWAY

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Some will say they think a mental breakdown is a negative thing which on one hand I agree with.
On the other hand it was the push I needed to get help and start the healing process see if I had never hit my bottom would I be I am today?

I DON'T BELIEVE SO

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YEARS OF MY LIFE WISHING I WAS SOMEONE DIFFERENT JUST TO FIND VALIDATION.

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What's my definition of SUCCESS?

CREATING SOMETHING NO ONE ELSE CAN

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What's my definition of success?

Listening to what my heart says.

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You don't have to listen to me at all. I just speak my mind on shit. I probably ain't the first person with this take at all, but you ain't gotta be to talk. I ain't gonna live forever, so fuck it. Let's be real and create turbulence on shit I don't like or have grown from.

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Animals cannot consent. Fiction or not.
I've said this everywhere else but twitter because I just hate twitter because Elon lmfao, but yeah. Fuck that shit.

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Women are BEYOND sexualized outside of sex and it's extremely annoying. Just because they have curves doesn't mean they wanna sexualized in normal day to day life. Even if they do sexwork, that doesn't mean you get a free pass to sexualize them in a normal context.

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Oh yeah twitter exists. Happy birthday to me~
Probably my first time in awhile just being happy it's my birthday without some dumbass serious speech lmao.

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goals I'll reach by the end of 2023:

100k subs

I know this is a dangerous life to live, but I want good things for myself and others! To take everything I've learned from my mistakes and have them make me better. And give as much as I can back to others.

This. Is. My. life.

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I'm not an artist, but I can sure draw attention~🥂

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My corgi turned into an amazing pokemon! (I'm waaay to lazy to find the file to take out the logos sorry.)

Artist: @muffanphetamine
#PokemonScarletViolet

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just learned what my sprigatito evolves into... #PokemonScarlet

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Pokemon company really wasted their whole budget on the Ed Sheeran song instead of the game