Kadang ngeliat orang berpasangan tuh suka iri dan sedih. Kenapa aku gabisa kaya mereka. Kenapa kamu harus ninggalin aku sendiri. Kenapa aku gabisa jagain kamu dan harus pergi ngerantau yang jauh. Kenapa aku nurut aja sama keputusan kita pas LDR.
Kamu tau ga setelah kamu pergi hidup aku berubah drastis? Kamu ngeliat aku dari sana ga sih? Kamu disana bisa tau ga kalo aku, mamah, sama yang lain tuh kangen banget sama kamu? Kamu kangen kita semua ga dari sana?
Aku cuma punya satu video yang kamu full ngomong yang aku puter ulang supaya aku ga lupa suara kamu. Kita berdua cuma punya sedikit video bareng yang bahkan ga ada suaranya. Kenapa aku ga mengabadikan momen kita lebih banyak ya?
@hakobisa Di seoul instead of hostel sebenernya lebih banyak motel/airbnb, dengan harga rada mirip bisa lebih nyaman soalnya kamar mandi dan toilet sendiri. Saran kalo mau nyari, yang deket line 2 (warna ijo) karena dia muter seoul jadi gampang kalo transit mau kemana mana
Dipaksa coming out, lebih tepatnya diouting sama kakak kandung sendiri karena salah ngerepost story IG bukan di close friend. Dicepuin ke orangtua, ke temen deket, dan setaun setelahnya selalu playing victim karena gapernah bales chat nya.
Sebagai yang udah tinggal disini beberapa lama. Meskipun kadang urang juga kesel sama warlok sini, tapi cara mbaknya berkelakuan juga lebih bikin kesel.
TWICE <THIS IS FOR> WORLD TOUR FINALE in SEOUL
2026.07.10 FRI 7PM
2026.07.11 SAT 6PM
2026.07.12 SUN 5PM
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in honor of celebrating pride month,
i wanted to write a piece of my life in here.
i came out to my mom in 2021 and it was not an easy journey. at that time i have just saved enough that i would (probably) survive if i got kicked out of the house. when i first came out, it wasn’t planned at all, literally randomly i just blurted out “ma kalo aku ga suka cewe gimana?” . at first it was met with rejection, she didn’t wanna believe it, she prayed, she keep telling me to not mention “those things”, she second-guess all of my decisions, and she is always suspicious that i am up to no good.
one day i wanted to move out because i wanted to try to live independently, but it was met with barrage of questioning because she was afraid that i would host sex parties and such at my place. at that time i told her precisely this: “aku ngomong ke mama karna aku rasa mama adalah orang yang deket sama aku, banyak anak diluar sana yang bahkan ga berani atau ga mau ngomong sama keluarga nya sendiri. aku selalu berusaha jujur tapi kalo kejujuran aku cuman akan dihargain dengan keraguan dan tuduhan, mending dulu aku sama sekali ga jujur dan ga pernah ngomong” - with my funny hokkien accent.
over the years, i continue to prove to my mom that she can trust me, that i am truly trying to live independently and to survive without hanging onto my parents. i applied for jobs, i did well, take care of everything myself, resigned and build a business, had relationships, not going to parties and obviously not using dangerous substances. i live just like any other “normal” kids. and bit by bit, my mom started to trust that we — in the part of LGBTQ community — were in fact, not much different from any other kids. and now, whenever i have troubles in my relationship or whether i found a cute guy that i like, i would tell about it to my mom and she would support my decision, because she believes that in the end of the day, what matters the most is that we are happy.
i prove that being in the gay community is not just about sex parties, drugs, substance abuse, or alcohol. just like any other kid, we have dreams, we live intentionally, we have hopes and we wanted to find someone to share our hopes with. although that it’s unlike typical relationship where you can easily get married in the end, we still try to have a meaningful relationship, one that we hope would last a lifetime. it might not be easy but it is there and it is real. we cried, we smiled, we laughed. we fight, we forgive, we make up. we wanted flowers, we wanted a kiss on the check, we wanted to be held tight by someone, we wanted to have a place where in the end of the day, we know that we are safe. i prove that just like any other kids, we wanted love, that truly exists and stays.
we might never get our dream wedding, to be celebrated by people we held dear and close to our hearts. to say “i do” on the cliffside of a hill or a big hall full of people celebrating us. however, we still try to find love. to find someone that hold us tight when the world gets tough. we find and wrote our meaning to a relationship, we control the course of where our life should go. we learn to not let others dictate how we should live our life. we take this adventure of what we called love and life to our own stories. and most importantly, we prove that we have pride, in staying true to who we are, with or without approval from others.
for those of you who have came out, even just to your friends, hold your head high, i am proud of you. and for those who are still in the closet, it’s okay, there is no rush, and then again, do what you feel most comfortable to do as long as it doesn’t hurt others. and for all of you in the queer community, whether you are gay, lesbian, trans, and all of the others that didn’t fit in between. i hope you find love within yourself and one day find someone that held you close to them, that you can call them home.
happy #pride month everybody 🏳️🌈