I guess we lie for fun. We throw a fit when we’re wrong. And we just never learn that how you say things is just as important as what you say. But I’m not the one who lacks intelligence. At least I learn instead of walking through life thinking Im just always right. Men are dumb.
The more you fail to show up the less she cares if you ever do again. My heart is breaking for my child but at least she always knows her mama is here and never going anywhere.
The last thing I WANTED to do was destroy a good person who simply got caught up with the wrong guy. But enough is enough. The lies were weighing on me and the abuse I was taking was more than anyone should ever have to deal with.
I put out peanuts for the birds every morning and they have started bringing me elastic bands. I don’t speak bird, what could this mean, and do I have to eat the elastic bands now?
Too much fucking drama. My dad is drama. My kids dad is drama. Im seriously on the verge of just washing my hands of it all this summer and starting over. If everyone could act right it would even be that bad. But everyone lies. Everyone is two faced. And everyone is nosy.
Swear as soon as this house closes and I���m packed up I might just take off to @BekkieFloriana’s house and never look back. Make a new life in a new place. Several hundred miles away. And just Chuck my entire KY life in the garbage. Im sick of it.