I really don’t mind helping people & it surprises how many old students reach out in hard times. Like I’m one guiding light who will get them, 20+ years after I taught them. I try. Even when I feel like I’m drowning & I am submerged ATM. Winter blues 😩
@anxietymsgs Never. I do try to reflect the good I see in them, for way too long, with too much conviction, thinking love could crack their black hearts.
I need a new hobby.
@arwajid@Lammyisback A narcissist is worse as they actively work to make you unwell. An avoidant might actually love you but they don’t love themselves enough to be real. Both lie & deceive. I just back to backed this BS. I’m giving up on romance maybe forever, cos my taste is fk’d & my heart too big
The best part of X is commenting on interesting posts so I’ve had to be public again.
It’s the start of holidays & fk Facebook with my 1300+ friend requests & 400+ unopened messages. Hermit mode activated but I still want some interaction. Just not thirsty blokes.
Oliver Tree's last video on the Internet is currently resurfacing and he revealed that he feels his life is in DANGER after he left his record label Atlantic Records 😳👀
"They told me to watch my back and that I will regret leaving them"
"I just wanted better for my career"
In other exciting news. I’ve got my music helper lined up to set up my Sway when it arrives & teach me his vast producer skills. Best thing is it’s all about creativity, not a dude trying to crack on. Feels like a right collaboration. Both free but not free. Mutual respect ⚡️⭐️
Working through recent stagnation. If the land doesn't flood & flow, things rot.
Energy drain has been a lot. Pushing on.
I can't shift major dams solo. But I can punch holes.
One hole. Then another. Then abundance floods.
Underwater, unseen, using song, the Nixie way.
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Gawd I love both classes of my yr 11’s. So many special souls. One I’m trying to get on to work but she’d rather sit at my desk & talk through boy problems. We agree: No to fk bois. No to casual hook ups. Quality demands quality.
Teaching is full spectrum 💗
@WigglyAir Hilarious and true! I don’t even have single on my profile. I don’t want the sausage fest. I just post a story occasionally to annoy my haters. Still alive, still fabulous. 😜
Feeling body soreness. My arms are coming out in bruises but that’s what happens when you get up in it & end up on front barrier at a wild punk show.
Not sorry. It was greatness & I can hold my own in the pit.
Wild fun.
Go hard or go home ⚡️😜⭐️
Source creator DJ sending this disco biscuit.
They think they are funny & yes I know. I fkn know 🙃
Diana Ross - Upside Down (Official Video) https://t.co/bZhgKUYIGd via @YouTube
Damn I love that. To get to work, forcing myself to fire up despite flatness lingering & to have a beautiful email from one of my slightly difficult yr 11 boys about how much he appreciates me, the time I’ve taken to help him understand oil painting & how I’ve got him on track 💗
Obviously feeling nostalgic. Little ponies on my butt cheeks. Picking soft cotton Jammies all day. I’m smashed. Life has been a lot.
But I’m here for it.
It’s the year of the horse after all. Rest & rise 🔥⭐❤️=⚡️