Jade Amanda Duffin

My little not so Secret Diary of hating everyone but loving life 🤷🏽‍♀️ ✨

[Jade Amanda Duffin @JadeDuffin]

When your child has been screaming and moaning in her sleep and you have woken up an ADDITIONAL 3 times to take her to toilet…

[Jade Amanda Duffin @JadeDuffin]

When old people complain about the electricity bill and blame it on the lights 😂 (I always sit with a light on) it’s like no Susan, it’s probs the TV you sit and watch ALL DAY and fall asleep to at night 🤔

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Also I don’t know how people with seriously big belly’s do to this all the time; I’m struggling to walk around and I feel like a turtle on its shell trying to get out of bed

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2nd day crying over Freya just being such hard work. God my hormones are everywhere.

[Jade Amanda Duffin @JadeDuffin]

Roll on maternity leave when I can make dinners and prep for the week… I don’t love loads of food but I do love good food!

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Man, one thing I really get annoyed at is having a shit dinner… like I don’t eat proper meals throughout the day so when I come home I do like a nice dinner 🤦🏽‍♀️

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@xosophiec Also set yourself small goals 😂 daily goals. Today I will eat healthy. Tomorrow I might go for a walk 😅 next week I’ll be filthy Ritch on my yacht 🤔

[Jade Amanda Duffin @JadeDuffin]

@xosophiec I get what she is saying, but she could have said it more “I believe being positive & putting out into the universe what you want will make it more possible to achieve your dreams” but obviously some goals are out of reach for people and that is how society has made it 🙃

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I really don’t understand how people put their new born child in front of he tv. They are new born. They really don’t need TV just yet? Or is it just me? 🤷🏽‍♀️ I waited 14 months or so for Freya to have TV and now of course she gets way too much some days but pregnant life 😴

[Jade Amanda Duffin @JadeDuffin]

It’s a new month, it’s been a hard and shit year for me this year. I now have a new job (well 2 offers) and im going to turn this year around.

[Jade Amanda Duffin @JadeDuffin]

When people try you what to put in your baby bag for the day as it’s raining; NOT LIKE I DONT HAVE MY CHILD EVERYDAY RAIN OR SHINE 🙄

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So I’m going to drink my wine and pretend I am so happy, because I am happy. Of course, I am happy.

[Jade Amanda Duffin @JadeDuffin]

Yet another friend having another baby. It doesn’t get easier. It’s biter sweet; I am happy for them but deep inside I feel devastated, jealous and fed up. I want to be positive but sometimes I just don’t feel it

[Jade Amanda Duffin @JadeDuffin]

When your hormones are all out of whack & honestly I’m just done with last month. July, doesn’t feel like it’s going to be the month either 💩

[Jade Amanda Duffin @JadeDuffin]

Only had 4 drinks maybe 5 last night / tipsy drunk which is how I like it (god I hate getting drunk drunk) and I still wake up hungover 🥲

[Jade Amanda Duffin @JadeDuffin]

I have actually started to scare myself. Thinking someone could attempt to take Freya. Full on sitting here trying to think of ways for this not to happen if the sernario came up. Why do I do this 😢

[Jade Amanda Duffin @JadeDuffin]

I honestly have such sadness in me lately. My want for another baby and worries that it will take years. Some people don’t have any fertility issues and it can take them years...

[Jade Amanda Duffin @JadeDuffin]

Living with your in law is a massive test of patience, your relationship and honestly it feels like a job just “being at home” and with my current PMS I’m done. I’m rude and I’m over it. I am a cunt, but I don’t deny that and pretend I’m not.

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most of this stuff I would just buy throughout the year anyways! So as her birthday is a nice 5 months after Christmas I feel like it’s the perfect time to get bits I would have probably got anyways! Feel like I need to justify spending all the time when mortgage saving 😢

[Jade Amanda Duffin @JadeDuffin]

I can’t stop buying for freyas birthday 🙈 but I would say half is educational stuff she will probs be like boring 😅😂 well that’s what I’m telling myself so that I don’t feel so bad about getting her stuff...