If you still follow me and read all those tweets, I appreciate you for hanging in there. I’m evolving as a person and I this will be reflected on this account. Thank you for your support. 🥰
I’ve been away for a long while. I’m thinking of changing this, maybe merge with my original account but keep this one nsfw? Having two art accounts is hard…
I created this character named Jadena for nsfw art, but in my main art account, I have an original character that I love and would love to show nsfw drawings of…
I also want to change the name on this page since this would become an extension of my insta, an extension of me. I might still draw Jadena every now and then, but she wouldn’t the only character anymore. I’ll think more on this.
Maybe I’ll link to my main from here to keep it separate, but not link this one on my main to make it harder to find? By main I mean Instagram btw. Idk…
Despite my fears, I still want to do this. I still want to draw nsfw. I like it. I’ve liked it since before I was suppose to even like it. I don’t want to completely separate it from my usual art because this is still a part of me…
I know I shouldn’t care what they think. They don’t pay my bills. They don’t live as me. But I’m still afraid of being lectured and criticized. I’m afraid of family seeing this side of me and spreading gossip. I’m afraid of being treated differently…
I want to push it more. I want to explore this side of me that I’ve suppressed for years. Maybe post teases on my instagram main and post the full stuff here, but I’m afraid. I’m afraid of going all out and being judged by close people I care about. I know…
I don’t draw a lot of nsfw very often, so I debated in even creating this account because of that. However, I do want to share my art, even this side of me. I have posted some light nsfw on my main, and it received positive results, but…
However, due to fear of certain people I know irl that know about my main page, I don’t post nsfw art on my that account. Therefore, the drawings I created of my favorite OC in very provocative and sexual poses have been kept hidden on my iPad…