< planning to spend a few hours at a local casino blowing all the hard earned money I had in my pocket. I might even catch some music or have a few drinks. The night was wide open and I felt like I needed all this more than I'd let myself realize in the last few months.*
*The car pulled up to my house and I ran out the door. My hand grips my house keys as I slide into the backseat and tell the driver to head to town. I had reservations for dinner at my favorite seafood restaurant. The guys were working tonight and I had a wild hair and need to >
< me. I could feel a rumble of excitement hit my stomach. It had been a while since I'd been out by myself for fun. It had been awhile that I had been out for fun at all really. I had a whole night planned... or at least the highlights. Dinner at "Renaldo's Seafood" then I was >