James J Blum

Now navigating the world alone

[James J Blum @JamesBwis]

@BreeOlson Slowly wishes turn to sadness. Time don't heal a broken gun ....

[James J Blum @JamesBwis]

@BreeOlson Better but not there yet. The truth is the hardest thing you'll ever face. You can't change the truth even in the slightest way. I tried.

[James J Blum @JamesBwis]

@BreeOlson Tired and nearing the point I can't do this anymore

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@BreeOlson Thank you for the kindness on personality. Wish more people could feel like that! Don't post as much but don't mean I don't care or love you any less

[James J Blum @JamesBwis]

@BreeOlson Massachusetts by Bee Gees. Not sure why. Never been or had any desire to go there.

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@breeolson your opinion on us tired retail workers 1 year in to this? Essential still or not? Not feeling the love from the public this week to say the least!

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@BreeOlson For the first time in a while. With all that when on in my life for the last 6 months I almost relapsed to a drink tonight. Stronger than that! One I must honor and one needs me now

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@BreeOlson A good friend of mine found out she has covid. I got the news in the exact same place down to inches where I learned my mom had it. 1 month later she was gone. They both have the same pre existing health condition too. I'm praying for the best, but been at the worst

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@breeolson for me laughter is the best mask for pain. Not doing so well

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@breeolson Sad tonight. Home but not the way I wanted her

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@BreeOlson I dislike early this time. I just can't stop thinking about her. I'm not 100 % sure I can do this. My life is on a downward slide mentally and that scares me even more

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@breeolson Today is day 1 for me. I can do this. Sad but relieved at same time. She'll always be with me now for eternity.

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@breeolson During this pandemic the toll on the elderly has bothered me the most. They are loved ones not numbers, that are sick alone and scared at a time love is needed most... Praying for you tonight mom

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@breeolson I used to love the night. Now I hate it. A racing mind. Did I give good care? What was so important than time spent? Does she know how much she means to me?

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@breeolson sad today but everyday to just hear her is a blessing.

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@breeolson I'm back after a long painful journey

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One of these days I'll figure out why my account is not working with my phone. Twitter help has been ANYTHING but!!!!

[James J Blum @JamesBwis]

@BreeOlson ... Think it's my work. Dealing with the publics outlandish conduct. Not for the faint of heart

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@BreeOlson Me as always. Seems like 24/7 as usual

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@BreeOlson 0.... :(