There is so much that i've been learning about my world and my characters as I wrote the last 10 chapters of Fable & Lore. Meaning draft 2 is going to involve perhaps a large amount of edits.
It’s crazy to me how on text he seemed to have a completely different personality, opened up about trauma and in real life he never appeared to be damaged. ngl it fucked with my head too much.
I do think it was worth it, if nothing else because having "philosophy" in big fancy letters on my degree and being able to tell people I studied philosophy makes me feel like a fuckin' wizard. It's awesome. But I do feel like a poser sometimes.
However I feel like they are rather two sides of the same coin. For prolonged hope carries the same weight as despair. I will never quit. Even if it works I won't stop, I reckon.