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[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

I used to hate myself for struggling. Now I’m just tired of fighting without reinforcements.

[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

Healing is not linear. I keep having to relearn that. Some weeks I slide so far back I can’t see the progress. It was still real.

[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

People say “reach out.” But they don’t tell you what to do when you reach and find nothing there.

[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

Depression is not sadness. It’s a complete absence of feeling and the terrifying awareness that you should feel something.

[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

I watched my dream die slowly. There was no dramatic moment. Just a quiet morning when I realised it was already gone.

[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

Nobody tells you that picking yourself up gets harder each time. Your knees remember every fall.

[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

I built something from nothing. It collapsed. I built again. Collapsed again. I’m still building.
Collapse waiting

[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

People moved on from my failure faster than I could. That loneliness in the aftermath, nobody talks about that part.

[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

The cruelest thing about losing is that life doesn’t pause to let you grieve. It just keeps moving while you’re standing still trying to understand what happened.

[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

Failure has a smell I reek of it . A texture. A specific time of night when it sits on your chest and dares you to breathe.

[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

I watched people with half my talent succeed twice as fast. I’m not bitter. I’m just honest about how much that broke something in me.

[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

I gave my best and it still wasn’t enough. Do you know what that does to a person?

[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

Lost. Addicted. Depressed. Invisible. I wore all of it alone because I thought strength meant silence. It didn’t. It just meant I was suffering in a room nobody knew existed.

[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

The scariest part of being overlooked isn’t that people don’t see you. It’s that after a while, you start wondering if you were ever really there at all.
Twitter please see me today

[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

Some mornings I wake up and have to convince myself that today is worth showing up for. I do it anyway. Nobody sees that fight. Nobody claps for it. But it’s the hardest thing I do.

[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

I’ve failed so many times that people stopped asking how I’m doing. Not because they don’t care. Because they already know the answer. That silence is its own kind of grief.

[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

I didn’t choose to be an addict. I chose to stop feeling pain. The substance just showed up first. Nobody talks about what you were running FROM.

[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

I’m my own stenographer
Sad

[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

Music is my safe haven now
Drowning in my own vomit

[J.J💎 @Jasonwritess]

Everything every taught is a lie