DukeJaybee

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

Hi X. This past months have been a blur. Got my life back together some how. Things started to align again. But between all those moments, the brief hour of silence, you start remembering what youve been through and what lead you here. You remember youre still wavin thru a window

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

@kleighra Uwi na kasiiii

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

@kleighra Rara

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

I feel like giving up.

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

@kleighra Damn

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

Hey its me again. Been figuring this road alone lately. Sure its hard but ive learnt that im stronger than what ive thought I was. Aimlessly walking thru lifes journey aint bad after all. Creating your own memories and not holding to hopes from the past.

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

@kleighra Deep breathing

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

Hi X. Its me again. Im just here to say, Im fine. Ive been at peace. Been growing. Been loving what I do and opportunities given. Sure there are dark days but a rainbow always brightens it up. So stay optimistic and fighting. Spread a smile!

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

Now that it feels that everyone is against me, I see myself lost. Looking left and right, seeing if anyone would look back. Ill still run forward but without any dreams, hopes and imaginations. Just waiting till the day Ill come out ok.

Ill be fine. I assure myself.

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

Hi. Its been awhile. Im alone and with no one one to talk to. So here I am. Letting some things go.

Im not angry. Im not sad. Im disappointed. Im hurt. I feel like I was used. I understand the hate and the anger. I understand the frustrations.

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

But please do understand, I walked this road with the best of intentions. I knew I wasnt the best but worked hard to be enough. Gave sweat, blood and tears despite being last. Insecurities weigh me down each and everyday. But I still wear the smile to keep people moving.

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

Not one ounce of respect received. So not one ounce of respect given.

Not hating on anyone, but respect is a big deal to me. Alam kong di ganun ka taasan ung respeto mo sakin, pero please have the decency to act na parang may ambag din ako. Haha! Salamat nlng sa lahat

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

Sabi ko magtitipid ako dito eh. Kaso parang mabubudol ako sa pamimili ng mga “kelangan” 💸💸💸

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

@crystalgayleee hala may PTSD na sya

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

So ito na nga, nawalan nanaman kami ng net sa bahay at bukas pa magkakabit ung bagong ISP. Tas sobrang bagal ng data at ngaun ko lang nafeel sipagin sa trabaho. So mukang lalabas ako at mag cafe para magnet kaso ung kuripot kong self ay pumipigil sakin gumalaw. What to do?

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

@eyydemm Asa silang lang naman po ako ah

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

@shrlouise Pde pero ako lang dapat

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

@shrlouise Ginalingan mo kasi msydao eh

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

Im getting fed up with this corporate pressure shz. Im starting to consider moving on and settling in my comfort zone.

[DukeJaybee @Jasper_Mergal]

Ung biglang bubudulin pa ako na bumili ng switch. Wag ganun. Marupok ako