Maybe the answer is, I don’t need to make a decision… maybe it’s not about a choice… cause why on earth would I want to get rid of the one thing that makes me happy… even if it hurts me…
@jmartinez0717 That’s always the focus. Goals aren’t fulfilling. Been knocking out my goals. It just doesn’t mean much. I appreciate your words. Drea is everything. And that’s why I’m still doing what I got to do. Raising her is the only fulfilling thing. It’s just not that simple.
I really dislike that in certain cases I can’t move on… I’m stuck… but at the same time… I know deep down exactly what I wanted…. I just can’t have it…. Life can be so fucked sometimes…