@swamthetiber25 The people who have “near death experiences” and meet Christ share that they have a life review with Him. They experience the pain they caused others and also the joy that Christ feels from doing good.
During Mass at St. Gabriel the Archangel Church in Hopkins, Minnesota, a Catholic priest wept while consecrating the chalice. Later, he said he experienced Jesus shedding His blood and, at one point, could not lift the chalice because it felt so heavy.