i read our last conversation we ever had the other day n i almost lost it bc i didn’t know that would be the last time id hear from yh again
i have so much guilt n regret for not knowing but i know you’d say it wasn’t my fault n nt to blame myself bc how could have known
hey jewels i hope you’re doing alright
i miss ya julie girl
i could really use ya motivation rn
but i can only imagine youre still rooting me on from wherever you are
i just wish you were here still
n man bro i just hate how far i am rn but i promise im going to come n visit where you are resting bring you flowers n just talk like we used to well rather id talk and you’d listen you were always a great listener
jewels i been thinking bout your everyday i miss you julie girl i just saw my first car i had where i held conversations with you over facetime n messages over my lunch break facetime my while we both in class n watching you im try to play bball😭
i remember like 2-3 years back you had told me you had it still but i thought it was just an accident wrapped in some older things but to hear it after you were gone just showed how intentional you were
my friend is gone i cried in the shower last night thinking about her and all the conversations we shared trying to wrap my brain around that ill never get the chance to speak to her again n my heart just is sunken into my chest