Hey Everyone, I hope you are all having a great weekend. Tomorrow's stream will start at 9:00 a.m. EST with some morning Minecraft MOBHEAD sudoku. See you then! #Minecraft#Sudoku#Jecaria#streamer
Good evening, everyone. I hope you are all having a great week. Today, I want to address a question that many of you have been asking me: "Will you ever return to roleplay in the RedM and FiveM communities?" I will share my thoughts on this matter tonight, and I hope you understand my perspective.
Before I answer this question, I want to provide some background on my role-playing experiences. In my teenage years, I got into roleplay through the well-known game "Dungeons and Dragons." I became captivated by it and, when the original Neverwinter Nights was released, I eagerly joined and quickly got hooked. I enjoyed roleplaying online and used dice to determine the outcomes of my character's actions. During this time, I didn’t encounter any toxicity, and I even became a developer on an online server, creating RP events for everyone to enjoy. There were no winners; everyone had a good time.
A few years later, a friend introduced me to FiveM, where I roleplayed on several servers, and later on, I explored RedM as well. I have spent the last six years immersing myself in various servers within both the FiveM and RedM communities.
Now, to answer your question about whether I will return to these communities: unfortunately, my experiences over the past six years have taught me that roleplay in both environments often leads to toxicity and eventual disintegration. Time and again, I have witnessed communities where individuals did not understand how to roleplay properly. Many players took things out of character (OOC) when situations didn’t unfold as they had hoped. I regret having to say this, and it is not an attack on any individual, but rather a pattern I have observed consistently throughout my time in these communities.
Having played in many different roles across various servers, I have come to realize that life is simply better without roleplay. Since stepping away from both communities, I’ve noticed that people I considered friends have completely disappeared. This has reinforced my understanding that many of the connections formed during roleplay are superficial. Once the roleplay ends, those who seemed like friends often vanish as well. This realization has been painful, and I wish I had understood this truth earlier.
I have witnessed the negative impact roleplay can have on people's lives, and it needs to change. As for my decision, I will not be returning to the roleplay communities in RedM and FiveM anytime soon. Even within some of the biggest servers, which many of us hold in high regard, I continue to see the same detrimental patterns that lead to toxicity and hurt among players.
Since I left, my life has improved significantly. I am now focusing my time on my friends and family. I enjoy games with my online friends that bring us together for fun, instead of causing frustration and pain. I appreciate all the compliments over the years regarding my roleplaying skills, and I have shared some wonderful experiences with many of you. I am fortunate to be one of the few who can separate roleplay from real life. My life is so much better now that I cannot envision returning to something that has brought me so much pain and regret.
For these reasons, I will NOT be going back to roleplaying in the foreseeable future. I hope that someday I can look at the RedM and FiveM communities and see positive changes in how everyone treats one another. Here’s to making the best decisions for myself and those I care about. Thank you all for your questions; I will not be returning to roleplay, and I am not interested in joining any more roleplay servers.
Happy New Year! I hope you all are doing amazing! I have been enjoying time with family and friends. First stream of the new year is tomorrow morning after my workout on my bike. New Year equals a new look and new goals.
So I am cancelling my charity fundraising. I don't have the time for it. Life keeps me busy and I feel like life is pulling me away from the computer more and more. So when I do stream I will be fundraising for something different. I have always wanted to figure skate. Ever since I was little. I just never had the means to pursue it, which included people around me not supporting it. I used to watch people like Kurt Browning, Elvis Stojko and other Canadians skate on TV at every chance I could get. I know I'm a lot older now, and it's WAY too late to pursue a career, but I will try to save up enough money to start taking lessons. From this point forward, any donations or subs are going to go to paying for my figure skating lessons. If we save enough money, we'll see about some IRL footage of me figure skating next year. Thank you so much for all your love and support over the years. I look forward to all the fun and new things to look forward to in the future.
Hey everyone! I hope you’re having a wonderful December. I apologize for the recent lack of activity. Family commitments, personal health, and the holiday season have kept me busy. I want you to know that I plan to return to regular streams as soon as possible. Additionally, I’m working on creating some exclusive content for YouTube that you won’t find on my streams, so stay tuned! Until next time, happy holidays!