NO ONE TALKS ABOUT HOW DRAINING IT IS WHEN YOUR MOOD IS CONSTANTLY SWITCHING BETWEEN "KEEP GOING, IT'LL GET BETTER" AND "I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE I'M ABOUT TO GIVE UP"
ive always had a sick fantasy, to be loved to the point of obsession. i want someone to be consumed by me, to crave me, adore me, and fear losing me. i want to be their weakness, their everything, and have all their love belong to me. forever and always.