AA whore. A cretin. A sickly little being that can’t figure out how to love. burden. A worm. A festering little burn. I provide no assistance and get in the way at every turn. I hinder your performance and leech off your mind. At least, that’s the way it feels inside.
It’s just a calendar from a couple of years ago, but it brought up a lot of memories that I haven’t thought about for some time. Partly because, looking back at it, it feels surreal. And partly because I wanted to forget. I think it’s time I put this into words.
TMLDR: Never date someone in your long term college social circle if you can help it. Even if she's smoking hot and basically stalks you in the dorms being super sweet.y abusive ex finally moved out of town and I got my old circle of friends back!