@LichVtuber 2/2 to the people that love you and consider you a friend. We're not to watch some product but a genuine person that we feel deserves love and support. If that feels unearned, then "believe in the me that believes in you." And I'm sure the same goes for your friends.
@LichVtuber 1/2 It always sucks so much to hear things like this, most of this comes from listening to a voice you deep down know is lying to you (or so I hope). Heightened by ppl like that doctor, fuck them. But even looking from outside I feel pretty confidently that you are no burden...