19 years is a very long time to be in a situationship with someone, and putting everything on the table and walking away and having the reflection moment. This is going to be hard but I have to move on and let go.
I'm going to start dating with a purpose bcuz I have never done that. I've allowed someone to have many years without reciprocation, and now im old and o want my forever match.
I wanted to have a conversation with someone. I've reached out but never got a response... so im done trying to be someone's friend... I dont need another sometimey friend... aka an associate.