I can’t believe 2026 birthday have to be in such misery as well. 2025 was hard enough. Dear whatever god stop fking testing me! I don’t need any tests no more
I care and stay not because I want to be liked. But because of my own ego. Thinking that I could save it, only I could. Thinking that without it being the way I want/ need, it has failed and I am going thus a failure.
I’m still Tom at the end of the day though.