I hope you all use me an escape because honestly I dont know the answer and I never will. I tried. Look for it urself. I loved every second 0f my relationship. just because i suffer now dosent mean i hate it.
Im suffering now my only escape is alcohol. Please take care of youself mentally. To everyone who has tried to take care of me ot help thank you. I hope we can all talk again in the future.
This month has been really hard on me and even now Im lost. Sometimes life switches up on you really fast. Before this month I dont think i've ever been personally happy thinking about the future and how well the present was to me I was truly trying to change for the better.