trauma from being excluded is so fucking stupid like i don’t ever want to feel that sinking feeling of being left out Ever again so then i instinctively always have a guard up and somewhat cold & aloof demeanor WHICH PUSHES PPL AWAY AND LEAVES ME MORE ALONE LIKE 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡
Ingin mengulang hidup dan berharap punya keberanian bermimpi sejak lama. Why does it always hurt when i remember i can’t make that thing happen? It breaks my heart when i hear an apology from my parents bcs i was born in modest family. No don’t say that. I promise i’ll do my best