oh brother yall want to win the woke olympics so bad. i can mourn the fact that he made me happy as a preteen and criticize his gross actions as an adult, grief is nuanced.
it is just so strange to go from adoring a musician for years during the peak of your adolescence, have to then come to terms with the fact he is abusive and cruel in reality, and then have to learn of his gruesome death and try to fit that all into a neat statement