that woman is a survivor of CSA and pedophilia and yall cant connect the dots on how and why she might enjoy being called a little girl in a "safe environment" (her own fantasy) this is just witch hunting cuz she already apologized and hates herself for using that quote hello
Suicide isn’t selfish, the selfish ones are the ones who claim it is, I don’t owe you my existence so why do you think I should keep living for anyone else’s sake? I shouldn’t have to keep suffering just to please you. Seriously, just go die.
I want to have a normal life where I go on dates or buy clothes and expensive coffee like girls do I think, I just wish to come back to a family who loves me
All I wish is for a better life but I feel so helpless, And just like a failure I feel gross and disgusting I just wish to be loved or something I want to be told everything is going to be okay while being hugged
Since we were kids we had to undress infront of our dad, we couldn't even get water with out getting beat but my mom wasn't any better she would hold us down or just watch, I remember looking at the Christmas lights while getting beat and they looked like flowers
I don't usally tend to talk about the stuff my older sister did, I don't blame her I think we're both abused really bad it's only natural she thought the stuff on tv was love and did that, real incest is gross to be fair and it wasn't consensual but I can give her some slack
Why can't I be happy but it doesn't hurt too much that it's unbearable because I don't even know what happiness even is besides lulu so this is just normal to me but what does a normal family even look like
I never had a family member I felt safe with, If I killed myself they wouldn't care they broke my left rib, They beat me and raped me and used my mental illness against me, God isn't real because how is the world so cruel
My own sister doesn't talk to me after she kissed me along time ago, At least she is doing well in college but she would have never turned out that way if our family didn't absue us so much