Trying to work out and actually weight training got me crying not from the pain but from the fact i cant do something as simple as an rdl literally wanna kms and sobbed over that bullshit
once you’re skinny, you can eat more 😍
maintenance cals are higher than weight loss cals
there is a light at the end of the tunnel
i don’t have to starve forever
i can have my cravings eventually
i can have a good body AND food
i just need to lose the weight first.
how i went from bmi 30 to bmi >16 and avoid binge/restrict/purging
╰┈➤ a 🧵for #edrtwt
*normtwt or trying to recover:
IGNORE. this can and will be triggering.*
tags #edrtwt#ricecaketwt#shedrtwt
@noxagainn i was so deep in my ed that i believed that too- i swore my lips and mouth were absorbing calories from anything and everything they touched hell i even counted chapstick and toothpaste calories when i was 14