𝑬𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑎.̲ 𝐍𝗈𝗍𝗍

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[𝑬𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑎.̲ 𝐍𝗈𝗍𝗍 @junooceans]

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⠀⠀ ⠀𝓅𝗅𝖺𝗒𝗀𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗇𝖽 𝓁𝑜𝑣𝑒 ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🐇་༘࿐

[𝑬𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑎.̲ 𝐍𝗈𝗍𝗍 @junooceans]

This is so us, I want to get this tattooed in the future

[ֶָ 𝓛𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐘 𝓛𝐈𝐋𝐘 ֶָ @leirionevenstar]

@junooceans

[ֶָ 𝓛𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐘 𝓛𝐈𝐋𝐘 ֶָ @leirionevenstar]

@junooceans

[𝑬𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑎.̲ 𝐍𝗈𝗍𝗍 @junooceans]

be inclined to have bee and Dottie trouble you. My hair is hideous, I’ve never looked good blonde, not super blonde at least. The hairline makes me look like a Scandinavian. My brown hair feels more pale than usual.

Maybe I’ll be better soon to come back and finish

[𝑬𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑎.̲ 𝐍𝗈𝗍𝗍 @junooceans]

The uncertainty is horrifying but I think that you’ll flourish. The world will open itself up to you and maybe one day you realize you can choose anything. Being here is uniform, life is quite the opposite

I’ve missed your voice, I miss your face as well. Send me »

[𝓯𝗒𝗈𝖽𝗈𝗋 𝗏𝗈𝗋𝗈𝗇𝗈𝗏𝗌𝗄𝗂. @midnightblvc]

I would begin by telling you I’m frightened and I think that fear extends forward, into the future. I don’t quite know what I’ll be doing. It’s disorienting.

That voice of yours. How I’ve missed it. It’s terrible, isn’t it, how quickly one forgets voices. Sounds.

What if the

[𝑬𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑎.̲ 𝐍𝗈𝗍𝗍 @junooceans]

I think that’s how I’ll feel forever. When you know you know. Don’t trouble yourself about things like that, life is for pondering and for a man like you, you feel like you need to be sure.

Have you been taking your potion Greta makes you? If you don’t sleep well I’ll »

[𝑬𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑎.̲ 𝐍𝗈𝗍𝗍 @junooceans]

why not? But that doesn’t change if I love you or not, your world only changes

I’m a bit better. I cannot wait till my hair is mine again. It’s very ugly right now. Are you sleeping well?

[𝑬𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑎.̲ 𝐍𝗈𝗍𝗍 @junooceans]

Is there anything you want me to know in that head? Doesn’t matter what it is, tell me something like what you think you’ll do in a year

I miss you too. Я так скучаю по тебе, мой милый мальчик.

That’s not horrible. If you feel you should take a second look at things then »

[𝓯𝗒𝗈𝖽𝗈𝗋 𝗏𝗈𝗋𝗈𝗇𝗈𝗏𝗌𝗄𝗂. @midnightblvc]

That is reassuring, then. Generally, or about something in particular?

Repeat that. I want to hear it again.

I’ve been questioning a lot of things these days. I need to learn to check myself before I slip into the kind of questioning that leads nowhere worth going. How

[𝑬𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑎.̲ 𝐍𝗈𝗍𝗍 @junooceans]

I think that I will. I’m curious to know what you think, by the way I miss you too. It’s a bit admirable to think you questioned if you liked the idea of me— that would’ve turned into obsession.

[𝓯𝗒𝗈𝖽𝗈𝗋 𝗏𝗈𝗋𝗈𝗇𝗈𝗏𝗌𝗄𝗂. @midnightblvc]

It could be, but I'm not entirely sure you'll like what's inside.

[𝑬𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑎.̲ 𝐍𝗈𝗍𝗍 @junooceans]

Is your brain open for prying? @midnightblvc

[𝑬𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑎.̲ 𝐍𝗈𝗍𝗍 @junooceans]

My bed doesn’t feel like my own. I’ve made such a habit of sleeping with someone else.

Spring looks beautiful in Laglio. That’s the beautiful part of all of this. Sickness makes you slow down to look at all of what is around you

[𝑬𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑎.̲ 𝐍𝗈𝗍𝗍 @junooceans]

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[𝑬𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑎.̲ 𝐍𝗈𝗍𝗍 @junooceans]

I wonder how much they are paid. Right now I wish someone would put a faucet in me and run all of my blood out.

I’m so miserable using what little strength and sanity I have to write. My mind circles back to my studies and all of those who I have not seen.

[Lett🪾 @lettpoupette]

you don’t ever have to be stronger than you really are when you’re lying in my arms, baby