yfel hates calories

17 • SH+EDtwt • EDNOS and supah fat💔
CW: big

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[yfel hates calories @Justherelately]

My (refurbished) half-assed intro!

• EDTWT • SHTWT •
17yr • Queer FTM • EDNOS
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LW 104lbs
GW changes a lot...
I just wanna be UW.

I love IoIita fashion, cats, owls, and seals!
I post random stuff — not always SHEDTWT related.

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I'm so constipated 24/7. Even laxatives aren't helping me?? Oh my god

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I'm going thrifting tomorrow and then buying snacks for my brother on Monday.

What a life ig

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Was wondering why the food noise was so bad today, then remembered I didn't take my Adderall....

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@AlhaithamLuvzz I'm in the same boat right now

I know it's rough, but let's hope we both make some friends soon

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Doing 15k steps a day apparently makes my legs ache at night

Tbf I only wear shoes 50% of the time that I'm on my walking pad... I'm probably ruining my feet (gonna fix that tomorrow)

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I started the summer w/ 4 friends, and now I have 3.

Long story short, one of them turned out to be a rapist

I'm so sick of people

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My next college term starts in 4 days and I'm not emotionally prepared lol...

I'm mostly just worried that I'll fall into another binge-restrict cycle bc of stress

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Stepdad is drunk and something might happen

My mom is so strong for dealing with him and filing for divorce

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Going to see my cousins this weekend. I'm scared about the food involved, as usual

I'm also constipated (3lbs of pure dookie😓😓)... HELP

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@rosco_luvz I used to know someone who did the same thing but on tumblr 😓

They tried to involve me, it was horrifying

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@V00UGHTS Lmao this happened once when I did my testosterone shot, it scared the shot outta me

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@pwpsiwepso Omg real... parents should only be concerned if a little kid (1-10ish) is masturbating. Bc THEN it indicates a real issue. But a teenager? Or an adult? Completely normal, even if it's a little awkward to be aware of 😭

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@rosco_luvz I constantly see trans ppl policing other trans ppl. Like cmon there's no ONE way to experience being trans, and nobody should be judging what another person calls their own genitalia 😭

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I'm getting ice cream on K¡rkaversary!! Gonna OMAD it if I can

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Got kai razors for the first time ever. It was only a pack of five, but it's fine ig
Gonna use them sometime after the 22nd bc I have a doctors appointment 😭

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Getting a walking pad has rlly changed the game omg...
10k steps a day is comically easy to achieve now

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I believe I can lose 6lbs before school starts on the 21st... or at least 4lbs? PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS 😓😓😓😓🙏🙏🙏🙏

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I'm at the "slightly nauseous" stage of my fast rn. I can't wait to weigh myself in the morning though so idgaf

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Been up for 7 hours already and it's only 8am. I'm attempting to stay awake until 7pm-ish...
This already sucks lol

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Fingers crossed... I need to lose 15lbs before Halloween!!!