People always say it gets better after losing your parents or loved ones. But the truth is… it doesn’t. Not really.
I lost both of my parents while I was still in high school at a time when I was supposed to be figuring out who I was, not how to survive without them. There are no words for what it feels like to wake up and realize you’ll never hear their voices again. No roadmap for how to fill the silence they leave behind.
Grief doesn’t disappear—it just settles in and becomes part of you. Some days it’s quiet. Other days, it hits you out of nowhere at a song, a smell, a memory that sneaks in and pulls the air from your lungs.
But even in the ache, there’s love. Even in the emptiness, there’s a flicker of who they were and who they helped me become.
I’m still here. Still trying. Still carrying every piece of them with me.
To anyone who’s lost someone and feels like the world forgot just know: I see you. You’re not alone in this kind of pain. And surviving it is a quiet kind of strength no one can take from you. ❤️
✨🌸 BIG THANK YOU to @CallofDuty for not only inviting me to come out & Play Modern Warfare 4 early, but also take part in the second year of their Level Up Labs cohort!! I’m SO thankful for this opportunity, learned much, met so many amazing people & can’t wait for what’s to come. 🌸✨
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Why, you ask?
BECAUSE IT WAS A TRANS COUPLE.
California leftists are ACTIVELY COVERING UP trans vioIence.
💜✨ Over 4 years of str3aming and I constantly feel like I’m still learning everyday the ins and outs to this whole thing. Props to people who have been streaming for a few+ years and stay consistent. It’s definitely way harder than it looks from the outside. ✨💜