𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼.

Barangkali, jika bebungaan dimampukan berbahasa sendiri, maka logikaku juga turut serta mengimbuhi, “𝘫𝘪𝘸𝘢𝘮𝘶 yang koyak pula ingin mengoceh sampai pagi.”

[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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　 　 　𝗪𝗘𝗟𝗖𝙊𝗠𝗘 𝗧𝙊 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗚𝘼𝗠𝗘 𝙊𝗙
　 　 　𝗧𝗥𝗨𝗧𝗛　 　𝘼𝗡𝗗　 　𝗗𝗘𝗖𝗘𝗜𝗧.
　 　 　𝘈RE　 　　Y𝘖U　 　 　RE𝘈DY
　 　 　F𝘖R　 　S𝘖ME　 　GIGGLES?

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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R͟A͟N͟G͟K͟U͟M͟ D͟U͟K͟A,
𝗗𝗔𝗟𝗔𝗠 𝗕𝗘𝗕𝗘𝗥𝗔𝗣𝗔
𝘽𝘼𝘽𝘼𝙆.

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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“The girls,” I repeated. If I were to find a mirror and take a look at myself, I would have seen the hollow notes inside my eyes.

“You sound like a brokenhearted man, Mahesh.”

𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘐 𝘢𝘮, I thought, and let my brain carried me to the other side.

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦,
𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦,
when the sun shined,
and it did not kill your eyes.

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭𝘴. And I endured the pain creeping up my ribcage. I coughed, and pitch a stare into the ground. Leaves covered most of it, and I crushed on beneath my feet. It should not hurt, and yet my heart skipped a beat and dropped itself. Funny.

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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Jakarta,
28 Maret.

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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𝘚𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘨,
kutemukan ia di dalam saku celana.

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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Duduk, di atas batang-batang temali yang dijahit pengrajin kurang gaji. Kepada dahiku, ia memupuk jemari; berkembang, berdaun, lalu berduri. Satu kerjap mata, berdiri ia merayapi celana punya tepi. Kepala miring, telinga berdenging, “kamu mau makan api?”

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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But it is 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺, and I found myself sitting with wonder, sometimes; thinking about how something so hurtful could be looking so beautiful.

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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𝘌𝘔𝘉𝘈𝘙𝘒𝘐𝘕𝘎 a new journey, I find out, is a hard thing to do; simply because I still have the wounds someone left, simply because instead of taking care of them, I'd rather watching them bleed all the time. It is pretty, in a way it's borderline questionable.

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

@Menyampai ㅤㅤㅤㅤ

Kata orang haram hukumnya manggil-manggil doang tapi enggak kasih kompensasi cium di akhiran.

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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𝘔𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘮 𝘵𝘪𝘢𝘥𝘢, kau bilang. Lalu aku tertawa. Segumpal pekat telah lahir di bawah alis-alis kau; hitam, seperti rembulan yang sedang hilang ditelan teduh nan hampa. Kedunguan berkelanjutan ini semestinya ditiadakan saja, kurasa.

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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𝄃️️ ️️ ️️ ️️ ️️ ️️ ️️ ️️Tampak bekas, 𝘬𝘶𝘱𝘪𝘫𝘢𝘬 dengan jari di bawah mata sebelah kiri; tempat kau menumpu bibir, tempat kau meremat takdir——𝘣𝘢𝘩𝘸𝘢 hidup dan napasku, nyata ada di belukar subur di bawah kepala kau.

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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[ I'm bopping you. ]

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[️️高WÉNHǍI. @OfMorguist]

It's Valentine's day and I'm Pathetic.

[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

@TamagoPost ㅤㅤㅤㅤ

[ If you do not mind with a BxB-relation, please do reach me out to have proper discussion together. ^ ^ ]

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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One more, “sayangku,” and I will be on the floor crying 𝘢𝘯𝘥 dying.

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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All you did is talking, and my mind had planned a wedding.

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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You are so love-shaped it makes me quiver.

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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[𝗝𝘼𝘼𝗡 𝗠𝘼𝗛𝗜𝙏𝗛𝘼𝗟𝘼. @Kaditoela]

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“Don't judge me, ya? All of these are my favorites,” said you.

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