And farther into a pit of nothingness. Emotionally I am so fried I don't even have an opinion on tv anymore. Just put on what you want and I'll just sit staring into space until I go to bed. Not that anyone will read this but I hope more people don't have to go through this
I don't know if a DNR is the wrong move at 30. But with every passing day I get closer and closer to that decision. It's hard to explain but I have felt so isolated from any meaningful adult socialization outside of work. Having a partner with chronic health problems is hard
I feel isolated everyday. I go to work and when I get home I just feeling emotionally numb until bed. I honestly feel like I've lost any sort of self and that's what made me who I am. Now I just feel like a robot here to pay bills and take care of my partner while I slip farther
ProtonDB is a god send for us playing on steam deck these days. So many games that are great ootb but steams verified program shows it as unplayable or barely playable.
Then theirs the protonDB badges plug-in
Showing weather it's playable straight in your library 🫡
@AddyStriptease I feel ya sis! The world is Profit over people. Just the week in canada a 19 yr old got cooked alive in a walk in oven at Walmart and a couple weeks ago a employee was found frozen to death in a zehrs walk in freezer
Casually playing Baldurs gate 3.
comes up to goblin base. I need info. Intimidate, score needed 15, I have advantage so roll 2 d20 +5 to intimidation. +4 for mentor. I proceed to roll 1 and 2. Leaving my score at 12 of a potential 49. Proceed to get wiped. Well Im gonna head out
To go and play my game for a bit I'm given a cold shoulder / attitude. I was a gamer way before getting into a relationship and I have substantially cut down gaming. I just want a few games a night. Is that so much to ask for?
Last night I go to play and say I'm gonna spread democracy and she said you do daily giving me kinda cold shoulder. I just want to enjoy myself and unwind and it feels like I'm just not allowed somedays. For context I have a kid and I give him love all night and when I want (2/3)
Somedays I just don't know how to read my partner. I got a steam deck about a week ago cause I missed PC gaming. Partner was supportive of it. I got helldivers cause I wanted to play it and only get 1 or 2 hell dives in a night which is fine 1/3
We will each be challenged: our trust, our faith, our friendships. But we must persevere and, in time, I believe a new hope will emerge. May the Force be with you, always.