this year was a bridge year. an organize and build year. a figure it out year. a gain wisdom year. not too much external linear movement but a lot of inner reworking and realignment.
In my CALM era.. I just don’t have it in me to look for reasons to be mad, anxious or upset. If it naturally comes, I can choose better ways to deal with it. But I’m no longer trying to self-sabotage or welcome dysfunction. I want to be.. happy.