I love you God. I praise you God. And I’ll never loose you. I’m going to be great, I know because you made me this way. And I welcome you alongside me the whole way through because I don’t want to do anything in my life without you guiding me.
The self love ideology & “ima focus on me now” energy is still wrong.. if you’ve been hurt by love, by someone, you need to shift your focus to God, not you. You need to know Him for yourself. Then you’ll understand, the same sin in that person, you are capable of too..
And if your life isn’t that hard - because mine wasn’t for a long time (approx 20yrs old) - it’s probably because you’re still a glorified adult child that has a very low amount of commitments, responsibilities & you avoid things that are incredibly challenging.
But here I am.. being a loud clanking gong (in love) saying you should care, I know that you actually do.. it’s just in a lot of ways easier to act like you don’t..
Avoiding love, avoiding relationships, blaming it all on how horrible the other sex is, it’s a coping mechanism.
Our church, our pastor know us & love us & are able to pray for our specific needs.
Our friends relate & remind us that He is the only firm foundation to build your life upon.. everything else is like sinking sand… they won’t last..
It is cool to see that I left the twitter world because I was so consumed with my real life… I was so uninspired & burdened by the immoral content on here & was far more obsessed with the new love of knowing my Savior & reading the Bible.
When I hit the bottom, there He is..
When my husband and I fight, there He is to remind us “we love because He first loved us”
When I’m not doing well & im not sure how I’m going to keep handling all these “to-dos”, I got to a bible study & I am encouraged in the Lord.
I look back at this twitter account & it is so obvious that I worshiped what the world told me to worship.. my goals were the goals fed to me.. I was no different, incredibly sad.. the feeling of “never enough” and constantly chasing more never ended
Something I wish younger me trulyyyy understood was that you will NEVER NEVER NEVER be pretty enough to captivate real true love.
I wish I could make other woman realize this too.. 💔
Cont. “which is very precious in the sight of God.”
Meaning that it is not inherently bad to wear nice jewelry or do your hair, etc..
But that in no way shape or form should our dressing or actions be trying to deter another from the Lord.
The long lasting, valuable thing in this life and in the next one is a heart & mind that knows God intimately & loves Him well through servant hood to Him & his commandments..
There is new true liberty in exposing your body to the world.. it is a temporary & shallow feeling of accomplishment to grab the attention of sinful, cursedly unappeasable man (& woman).
The scriptures say this about “sexiness” or beauty/modesty…
“Do not let your adornment be merely outward—arranging the hair, wearing gold, or putting on fine apparel— 4rather let it be the hidden person of the heart, with the incorruptible beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit..”
They might help you & make you feel good temporarily (like they did me) but when you face real struggle, real hardship, suicidal thoughts or actions, you’ll realize there is only one who can save your soul.
Need to figure out how to disable these zodiac tweets lol 🥴
Astrology and zodiacs are ideas/made up truths designed to pull you away from the True God- Christ. They are gods that are false & can’t actually save you from death.