New Chelsea Wolfe album and some cozy couch time 🖤
I’m back from moonlitgrave bc the amount of traffic on a page I haven’t been on in soooo long was way wilder than I imagined it would be 😅
stongs playing on shuffle as i write this: (worth noting the song 'tsunami (11:11)' by bambie thug came on right before i got online and she literally mentions hecate??Ahoughts tonight in my head as i got ready for bed:
rug. 16th, :33 pm
amblings - no format
Not many people know this, but water cremation is one of the gentlest farewell options available for pets today. Using a carefully controlled combination of water, heat, and alkaline solution, the process mirrors natural decomposition in a calm and respectful way.
Since we all love it, we made dinner together, and it became one of my favorite evenings from their visit. There was a lot of laughing and had so much fun cooking and filming together. Definitely one of those nights I’ll remember for a long time.
IN just wanted the person who made me believe being myself would finally be enoughot because I couldn’t find someone else, but because I never wanted someone else.
and i think about this quote by rilke, in letters to a young poet, very often: “go into yourself. search for the reason that bids you write... ask yourself in the stillest hour of your night: must i write?” and i wonder about my own years of silence.
started listening to Vivaldi's Concerto for 4 Violins in B minor while writing my smut fics for the bit a while back but now i genuinely cannot concentrate without it playing in the background anymore