Yo! I'm Kat!
Loud, energetic, and very social ENVtuber!
Come check me stream most Fridays and randomly throughout the week at https://t.co/tWJfB2MHmJ
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I feel like I’ve had my emotions and everything else on mute for a while and now that I’m feeling better in any capacity it feels like there’s a fire in me that reignited! I want to keep going and keep improving again!
I think a big problem for myself is that I’m driven by desire and that desire makes me better myself a lot but it also drives me to chase my desires so strongly it ends up hurting me a lot
Which also leads me to just losing desire and repeating the cycle
I really want this account to be my main
A reset and a change of scenery always helps me and I think letting go of connections that don't really matter is a good place to start
So you know what, I'm pushing myself again to be exactly who I want to be instead of just an image of who I want to be! I can't keep going like I have been forever, I *will* change! Same as always for me, by any means necessary
This is the first time in a while that I've felt the desire and the will to change myself again. I've stagnated for so long cause yeah I can but I'm already a lot of what I wanted to be so why do it? If I'm honest with myself I don't like a lot about myself no matter what Im told
I think I'm just too needy for other people's validation. I can't go a few nights without just craving that constantly and when I don't get it I get down about myself. I'm sick of being like this, I'm sick of that *need* for other people's attention.
for others. I think my focus needs to change to making myself happy with who I am really. Not for other people but for myself and myself alone. I set the bar high but I hope it isn’t too high to reach
I think something I really want to change about myself is learning to not care what others think. I always fear that if I do change to be like that I’ll become someone who should learn to care about what others think again. Going so far in the other direction that it hurts me
I think because I end up not believing these things to be true to myself. I just don’t give myself enough credit unless it’s validated by a lot of other people. But I want to look at myself and be happy! Which again just makes me think I need to do things for myself instead of
I want the Fluxpose trackers to be as good as they say they are so badly
I want the frame to be as good as valve has done before
I never wanna have to worry about lighthouses again!!
Lots of money to spend but god I hope it’s worth it
I wish I could tweet from this account instead of my other one and get the same amount of people replying or interacting
I mean I know why I get more on the other one and I just need to just keep using this one but ugh! Lazy